I have big dreams and big plans but sometimes what I think gets in the way of my life. I have no emotional release or no release for my thoughts. SO here goes, complete strangers.
There is something about girls, something about them that makes it so easy to fall in love. It must be a combination of their smell, and their smile, and their openness to have their hearts broken that make them so easy to grow fond of. There is something about the way a girl just lets you in, with no guard, she just lets you in and gives you every opportunity to rip her heart from her chest, but the beautiful part is, she is trusting you not too. But that is a lot of responsibility isn’t it? To have someone’s heart in your hands to do whatever you please; and hearts are so fragile to begin with. And when she looks at you with those eyes, those eyes that you can get lost in for long minutes that seem like hours, you want to keep hold of it, her heart I mean, you want to guard it and you want to protect it for her. But it’s so easy to forget sometimes, it’s so easy to hold a girls heart, and forget it’s there, and it’s so easy to drop it. It’s so easy to shatter it, and you almost always do it without intention but it was so fragile, and she handed it right to you, and you have no idea why she trusted you, but she did. But she shouldn’t have, because you too have a hard time handling hearts, like your own for example, you have handed it out a few times, and each times someone has forgot to protect it for you. So this time you have done it to her, and she is crying and asking you why and all you can do there is stand there in your own shame, because you didn’t mean to, but it was so easy to forget. And that’s the problem with falling in love with girls, in a moment of carelessness you unintentionally break their hearts, and then you turn into a monster that you never intended on being.
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